001 - Day in the Life : wisdom removal day ˚.🦷 ᵎᵎ

 Goodmorning rise and shine at 10 am! (੭˃ᴗ˂)੭✧

(p.s. this was all typed out on my phone the night of the surgery where i was half awake)

    I remember everything about my wisdom removal, it’s crazy how i had a dream on THE DAY OF the appointment, i remember i was in a public setting where they had to lay you down on a big blue seating area that was directly flat, it looked like an oval light blue ceramic tray, i had to wait a while before they confirmed the procedure , or to gather materials. LITTLE DID I FUCKING KNOW when i went to my appointment today, it was also in a public area next to other chairs! that were next to each other and not in a private room (¬_¬"). i swear my passionflower herb has made me lucid dream a lot more on my current life events after i put it under my pillow and my intuition has gotten better since getting my tarot.

* on wisdom day, i drew green health sigils on both my hands for goodluck, and brought my amethyst heart for calming stress and to feel at peace ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ໒꒱

    Anyways during the “procedure” because I'm using an innuendo instead of surgery.. i remember everything before, i told them i was nervous and had a fear of needles. oh my god, LMAOAOAOOA i kept laughing and jerked up 4 times and chatted so much to the female dentist assistant (think i scared her with my unpredictability), that she said “sweetheart if you get nervous, you're gonna make me nervous because i don’t know when you’re going to move next” why’d i lowkey love that she got scared.. ( ͡° ꒳ ͡°) but surprisingly the iv (the part i was most afraid of) wasn’t that bad, she told me i did good , why did that lowkey feed my praise k- OKAY I'm sorry next .

    After the main dentist doctor walked in, i was talking to him about the teeth concerns, he told me these 2 risks that i had less than a 2% of it happening ?? okay then why tell me if im going to survive it like bruh. ( •̀ - • ) anyways that didn’t scare me surprisingly , holy fuck i don’t remember when the nurse doctor put in the sedation , but i remember asking the male doctor how long does it take to fall asleep. AND BRO SAID 20-30 seconds ??? like knock. me out already please . last thing i remember is asking the other female nurse about love island and who’s her favorite character (love Trinitea), then whenever they put that shit in i can you not (WHICH I DOMT REMEMBER AT ALL) i passed out on sight . (never fell asleep that fast in my life)

    I woke up and kept hearing “You’re done ! You’re done” by the female assistant and im like ( ô ‸ ō )??? I'm pretty sure she put me in a wheelchair next, i still had my amethyst heart on my hand surprisingly which was great for grounding me. then i think she pushed me outside and i had to get out to be in the passenger seat , then i remember blinks of the drive, looking out at the window and seeing the stores passing by. WELL next thing i knew, my dad or brother helped me get out and walk to the house door and then i was in my bed. just trying to bypass the pain, but my sight was going from left to right continuously. then bitch idk who did it, probably my dad , but i saw my bigger flower case pillow below my head??? first of all that’s not a sleeping pillow, it was a decorative pillow , so i moved it back and got my silk pillow to lay my head on instead, i was surprised i even had the strength to do that. but my arms and hands weren't actually weak at all which i lovie ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) AND SURPRISINGLY I DIDNT FEEL ANY PAIN AFTER (probably because of numbing substances), just a lot of numbing..

Who would’ve known i could get super emotional ? i started crying, tears falling down my space, sniffing because it got too much and i didn’t know if its from the physical pain or me thinking about a situation with a person i yet to have figured out..

Thank you for reading this far if you have! 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 I might or might not talk about that topic next...

Love, Sakina ۶۟ৎ